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Only one.
Monday, April 5, 2010 10:35 PM  Sometimes, memories are better forgotten. Sometimes they're not, but over time you seem to lose them. But sometimes, eventhough memories are too hard to even bear, you would still want to hold to the bad and good memories.Cause in the end, you realize that there was a reason for all that misery, that it resulted in happiness. This moment, im just missing someone, or maybe two, or perhaps so? Why do i feel so motionless when seeing this awkward atmosphere now? How am i supposed to face each and every family of ours? I just don't know why our ties are so loose now. What was my wrongs? How did we end up being separated like this now? It made me wanna tear when having to face this situation of our family presently. It all seemed wrong and awkward. Why? Those memories together just made me tearing of all the times we've spent as a whole, whole-heartedly. We are separated now, separated. I don't want it, we never want. Sighs. :'( You, i guess im missing you too much huh? I was hoping still, very. As days passed by made my heart yearning for you back. But no, i was really wrong to even think of that. It was very undescribeable of how happy i felt when you approached me eventhough i don't know if it was really sincere from you. I didn't care much about it all, but the only fact was that you were the one that always managed to put a smile on me. It was very much awkward and uneasy for me when we 've got to communicate like that. I just couldn't, really can't. May you be happy. Im sorry to say, but i still miss you. Fxck, did i just mention that?! </3
Girlfriends, i miss you bitches effing much. Im not hoping for our friendship to break any sooner. Let's hold on tightly together and enjoy the wonderful times whilst last. No, don't ever approach me in saying that "this is only for temporary". I love you girls vely much much. Meet up in school tomorrow, darlings. ♥ |
