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None like you.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010 11:30 PM  Should i regret for getting myself with you or should i be thankful much for having to at least feel what your love seemed to be? Why am i having fears towards other guys? They're just ain't the same like you, never were. You seemed to be the shining crystal among all while they're simply bronze that symbolizes nothing. Your face was never once faded from my mind like how i simply could get over others. Despite all wrongs or intentionally heartaches, i don't know why my heart still yearns for you. Why do i have to still keep pretending whenever i had to face you? Im tired but i know i've got to move on with the game so as to not destroy your happiness now. Your happiness and your smiles will be my priority of all. Nevertheless, i kept wondering why the hell am i bothering a fuck about you still? I should've move on right? Why did you had to be the same as the rest? You made a choice in choosing me for a lifetime and promising there wouldn't be another. But why did you even think of breaking your promises when in the first place you could have never think of the possibilities you'll make about it? Im much disappointed with your decision till the very day today. Yes, you need your own space for everything, i understand that. Not denying, i don't know who to trust. The complications of the story made me more paranoid each day. When i've met one and then another, they just weren't like you. Not even abit. My dreams had to walk away while his replacements will never be the same. I am not contented, happy and comfortable. Something seemed to be amiss. Promises are meant to be broken huh? I hate you, yet i miss you. FxckFxckFxck. </3  See this gorgeous bitch? ♥ I met her just now since Qinahbby had something on. Talked and crapped as the usual thang we'll always get hooked onto. And syg, im so sorry if you felt upset of what he said. Don't give a damn about it alright? Come to school tomorrow okay. Get well soon and have enough rest. Yknw i love you, bitch.
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