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Lost.
Friday, March 12, 2010 8:07 PM  Its funny how sometimes you felt really alone out of the bunch, yet you still try to move forward and put aside all fears and unhappiness out of your way just to live the life you're currently trying to get comfortable with. Happiness and fairness of all doesn't always come luckily by your side. Despite all fears and obstacles, we still have to live life to the fullest. Life doesn't stop for anyone. ANYONE. Why must life be cruel and fuck you upside down in either way? Why must it be so hard? Thus, im sure that we will not be tested heavily beyond one's ability. She kept quiet when she knows that she's not supposed to be part of it. She trusted her instincts well enough to not fall for the wrong trap that'll bring her miseries. No matter how much it all hurt her deep down, she believes that she rather suffer from now than having to prioritise unnecessary 'valuables' that she thought could bring her happiness that finally brought her down on her knees. There's no point in trying to work things out when you know that its never going to heal for the best. Living life now threatens me much. She really fear tomorrow. Nothing could change everything. Nothing could change us all. Nothing could change fate. I gave up, down on my knees now.
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