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Everything feels so empty now.
Friday, October 30, 2009 9:22 PM  My tears flow long and wide, i just crawl up in the corner and hide. I wish they could see the sadness from me. They take away the pleasure and give me pain. Its really hurting, and really killing deep inside. I'd just feel i've lost everything. Every single thing that i own. Its so bad that i couldn't take it. I know you knew how much i felt. How terrible it is, how crushed i felt. I'd thought things might heal, but its just getting worser. God, please enlighten this pain. Enlighten our burden please. I didn't know that my instincts came out to be true. And i'd really hate it. I've never expect it. I've never want things to end this way. Why ?! Im just feeling so paranoid, fucked up, sad and so crushed to lil' bits. Only the walls are hearing me cry every night. Its just so painful that these tears dried up till it can't flow anymore. Dear God, please answer my prayers. Hear me out cause' no one else would. Everything is full of sorrow now. I feel so empty, i feel so lonely. I wilt when you aint around. I don't know who am i now. I don't know what im supposed to do. I'd feel so lost and empty. I need guidance. I need help. Please God. I remember yesterday, when we said our last goodbye. I remember yesterday, when you told me not to cry. I remember yesterday, like it was today. I remember yesterday, and i don't know what to say. *Don't lose all those smiles. Keep smiling and never be tired of it. Stay strong to overcome everything that pass you. Just keep in mind that I'm always there if you need a listening ear.
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