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Awaiting what's up next.
Sunday, October 11, 2009 11:54 AM  Just got up now. (: Feeling afraid and anxious of what's up next. & hopefully i could be able to do my math paper tomorrow. Sigh. Going out to uncle's open house later & geez ,lesser time to revise. I had the whole day to myself yesterday & so i did revisions on math. Friday night was awesome! It was Laila's birthday & also her open house. Her mom invited us ,so yeaap we attended. The bashing part was fun! Sorry girl ,that i had to be the first one to 'cake' your face. Hahah. Like yeaa ,it was Laila's birthday. But instead ,the lil' kids tend to run after us to sabotage us. Like wth siaa. The five of us ran like madfucks & thinking of escaping. In the end ,sabotaged still by those lil' kids. They're cute! Laila was badly bashed by those lil' kids & her cousins. Funny sia. On the other hand ,i miss the old Afi. You just seemed so different now ,pal. Your words seemed nothing to me. Where's the old us? The old three best friends? Like yeayea ,there aint anymore. You are just making me hating you more? It seemed like i don't know you anymore. Infact ,you are just like a stranger. Alright ,forget about it. I don't wanna talk about it any longer now. Now ,im really afraid to face reality. Im just worried of what's in store next. Im always praying & hoping for the best. Im tryna stay strong while i still can. Breaking down is what im tryna avoid most. But at times im just too weak but to break down & cry. Am i a good daughter ? Am i a good friend ? Am i a good sister ? Dear God ,give me strength to overcome all these. Give me a strong heart & soul to endure all these. Yes ,its not always good things that happen in our life. There are sad & unexpected ones. But im really hoping that my prayers will be answered & things going smoothly. There are just moments we couldn't go against with. Hear me out ,God.
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