Watching the fantasies decay.
Saturday, June 6, 2009 12:01 PM ![]() Why is these feelings wandering? Why is it sucha bad one? What's happening? Those moments ,those seconds, those unforgettable.Its hard to erase ,things changed ,time flies. Its always unexpected in life. I just kept wondering ,why must all these happened? Why now? This life ,this misery ,this separation. Everything's just shaking out of place. Why can't everyone be happy like we used to? Why can't things be like it used to? Its all a test. Yes ,it has got wisdoms behind everything that happened. But i just can't imagine why is it now? Why is mom tearing instead of smiling wide nowadays? Why can't i have my girlfriends throughout with me all the time like we used to? Can't have great times with brother & sister usually like we used to? What's happening to all the people i cherished? Am i going to lose them one by one? I just don't know who to turn to. I felt like there's not any accompany for me anymore. I hate the way i feel now. Why am i feeling that no one cared? No one love me? Can i like have my old days? Can i be in a way i used to? I shall just keep things to myself. Family ,girlfriends ,dearest brother. I love them more than my life. But why am i having these feelings? Being left far far behind. Its just a stupid feeling ,i know. Watching the flashbacks interwine ,it saddens me. I just hope to have all those good times back. P.s iloveveryone ,gfs ,family ,dearest brother. Labels: I can't remember when it was good moments of happiness elude♥ |