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Exhausted.
Monday, June 22, 2009 7:35 PM    (Pictures that should be uploaded earlier)Hello world. Just came back from NYP for a course on food science =.=' Its kindda draggy ,boring thou. And im now so exhausted and tired. The pictures above were after the jamming session with RFA feat FTF. (: Supposingly quite lot. But damn ,i don't know why i can't upload it. F*** Still ,i gotta go for this course for like the whole one week!? Dragggggggy siaa. By hook or by crook ,i gotta attend it. Its not a a waste either. Its for the future. Okay ,im tired. Till here ,TATA. Labels: Wishing i've never known you. Enthusiasm.
Friday, June 19, 2009 9:43 PM  Heyheyheys~Just got home and now tend to blog of what happened today. Actually ,my plan turned out to be that im meeting my old mate around our ex-primary school area with zulaiha at around 2pm. But then ,it was really impromptu as ive told naz that im meeting them at cp around 0230. My friend also has got some plannings with her friends. Blablabla ,cancelled that meet-up and off to cp with zulaiha to meet the rest. There were shah ,adib ,asyrafs & nazu. They're jamming at Beat Merchants. I decided to tag along as my week was a total boredom. Gah (!) Train-ed to Bugis and in the meanwhile ,Adib was a big time joker all the way. HAA~ He and his fucking jokes totally cracked the hell outta us. Its like everyone's looking at us ,damn! Hahahaha ,funy lahh that Adib. Jamming was awesome today. Shah's with her screamo tune ,i loveeeee it ,i swear! Gerekk ahhs. & damn ,i didnt know that Shashah's a part-time drummer too! Cool beats ,biatch. They're all jamming with instruments. Even i & zulaiha too! HAHA. But our instrument was the CAMERA! Lol. Thats what asyraf rostam said ,haha. At 5pm ,Adib went off first. He gotta get to the hospital. So yeaaa ,not that kecoh. Haha. Ended jamming at 0530pm and then went to chilled at Kedai Mamak. Haha. Talked and talked and laughed and laughed. Sicko! We're like digging up the past and old stories which's interesting. Best best! Found out something thats not expected too from Shah O.O (shhhh ..) Asyraf rostam and his excitement that he kept repeating that that was the awesomest jam they've ever had. "Yeayea" ,said Shah. Haha. He kept repeating all over again. Asyraf excited to the extreme lah sey! Lol. Leave that place at around 7pm. On the way home ,near to the mrt station ,Shah sempat nak amek gambar! Padahal dah salam2 tau. LOL. Took certain pictures with all the kecoh-ness. Still yet waiting from Shah of all the pictures. Mrt-ed home with Zulaiha ,since Naz's taking the different ride. Reached cp ,went to meet Nurul awhile at Pizza Hut. Blablabla ,don't wish to elaborate~ Zulaiha wanted to eat. So ,we then went koufu to eat. While eating ,saw that Akmal bacen ,Redza & all walking pass. Akmal sempat makan roti john aku & roti prata Zulaiha! Kekek ahh lu ,mal. Done eating ,hurried home. Thank god dad hasn't got home. So im here now typing of today's news after some time not blogging. Today's pictures are yet to be uploaded soooooon! Since then ,adios people! ~ SAYONARA Something that could turn out awesome.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 11:15 AM  120609 : Outing w/ girlfriends♥Had lotsa big time shit with them. As planned ,we met at cp's lorong there at 1230pm. Iffah came to my house to do her research on ghosts!? HAHAHAH. Yeayea ,she came to my crib at 10am. Mai texted of where to meet. Its already 1225pm and im still tieing my fucking hair. Kwangs! Iffah & i met Mai at the traffic light and we're off to cp together. On the way there ,at the bus interchange ,i saw Farys. I screamed like madfuck. Hahas ,like i've never seen him before. LOL. And Iffah and Mai told me that the passer-bys were all looking at me. HAHAH ,funny. When we reached , we thought we were late. But no ,we're the first ones this time =.=' And as usual ,Nat's always the last one. The driver fainted eyh ,LOL. Waited for Nat and when everyone's ready ,Iffah asked a favour of us to accompany her to punggol to get her belt for ndp training from her schoolmate. We're so out of plan. Erra then suggested to board bus 3 to Tamp. Yeayea ,after all the jokes and cracks we had ,we alighted at Pasir ris pulak =.=' Its cos Erra's so famished that she've not eaten since morning just to wait till our meet-up. Awwws. Reached Pasir Ris ,went Whitesands to have lunch at Mac. But before heading to Mac ,we went to the third floor just to get a newprint =.=' Iffah has been whining about it again and again. Wth ,hahas. So ,went up there just for the sake of her. Got up there ,and guess what? Not even 5mins ,we're out to the washroom. Hahas. Have been craving for a picture together and so yeaa ,managed to grab one. Just one in the toilet ,pathetic siaa! Its cos of that aunty who swept Erra's foot too! ROFL. Got irritated and we're out of the washroom and off to Mac. Just to find the escalator ,we turned half-a-round. Thank god Nat & i noticed that the escalator's just nearby. Haha. Sat down at Mac and chilled. Erra and her Mac Chicken & fries while Mai Fah Nat and me had McFlurry and Sundaes. Erra ate alot. Orang da lapar kann. HAHA. While she's eating ,Erra got freaked out when Fah told her that there's lizards behind her. Lol ,you should see her reactions. GAHAHA! Padahal2 ,cicak tu kt luar daa. Haha. Suspense only! Done with our mini-meals ,Nat and Fah planned to go to Pasir ris beach and seat by the breakwaters. Reached there ,Erra was like the only one who sat there under the blazing sun. Infact ,Nat and Fah was the one who's really yearning for it! We went there at the wrong timing. So ,Nat suggested that we headed to Ehub. So yea ,went up and down the escalator like crazy retards. It was so impromptu! Tired of walking ,we decided to chill at Mac agaaain! Chilled and laughed and then ,someone unexpected came out of nowhere. It was Raja Zulfikar! Haha ,he seemed hawt lahh sey *grins*. Grabbed afew pictures and then we're outta Mac. Phew! Alot of walking for yesterday. Yett ,it was awesome! Boarded 89 and alighted at cp there. Blablabla ,thought of slacking at our usual port ,lorong there. But it seemed preety warm. And again ,MAC DONALDS HERE WE COME! This time ,Nat plak treated us drink. Drank and chatted. Laughing non-stop like crazy idiots. Haha. Afterwhich ,i was being so random. Suggested when's our meet-up ,we shall head to Marina Barrage and have bbq with HALF-NAKED BANGLAS! Haha. Chatted and blablabla. Then Rara ,qinah's work-mate was like asking for number for her friend. I was like who? And she was like pointing to this one guy. And it was Apiz's brother! O.O I didn't gave out thou. Haha. Erra was like teasing me and crapping shits. Haha ,kelakar si kechyk tu. Then ,went home lor. Boredbored ,we're so called "NO LIFE PEOPLE". Hmms ,as for today. Not going anywhere. Shall just get my butt around this house. Boredbored. Ive typed quite alot today. Enough of it ,im tired. Till then ,im off! Chalobetey~  Erra ,my kechyk sisterr. Who's taller eyh ? :D Gfs : Erra ,Fah ,Mai♥ Erra with Mai (: Iffah & Erra (: Model of the day : Erra & Nat (: Fah Erra Sha <3 Lotsa loves ,darlings♥Labels: Guys are whatever♥, True friends are forever Missing lovelies oii!
Thursday, June 11, 2009 9:41 PM  Im missing girlfriends badly ,awwws. Do meet up sooon girls. My day was practically okaay. Went to bugis to get the tee i've been wanting. Andand ,a red shade too! Hahas. It was quite plain boring too. Didn't get to buy all. Lols. All the dresses are so eye-catching. Hahas. Its adding to my intention of saving up cash quick quick enough to get all those(!) Alright ,enough of today. Tommorow! Friday ,11 June 2009 ,im gonna meet my awesomest ex-mates agaaaaaaain! YAY! Wer're gonna laugh like retards again & yell around like no one's business. HAHA. Can't waittttt! My post is getting lesser of words each day. Lazy to describe as i feel really liveless nowadays. Gerekk Girlfies ,tmrw okaaay! Sayaaang koraaaang <3 Labels: Be together again like we used to♥ I seek your understanding ,im sorry.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 10:29 PM .jpg) (An old picha ,hahas.) Don't cry little angel,your heart is in good hands. You'll go the distance,you'll travel distant lands. Don't worry little angel,your tears will soon disappear. You'll kill the pain and stand without fear. Don't run little angel,I won't let you down. With my caress, and all the faith,you'll forget how to frown. Keep standing little angel,because I won't let you fall. Believe it,I was there with Just one call. Don't hide little angel,there's no need to conceal. Don't fear what your thinking,don't fear what you feel. Just sing little angel,let heaven hear the voice it made. Your melody is strong,your harmony won't fade. You can laugh little angel,you just don't forget. Laughing heals the soul,no one's proven me wrong yet. So smile little angel,release your beauty from within. Destroy the past,let the future begin. So don't cry little angel,because you can already see. You can always and forever,forever count on me. A poem by you - Don't cry little angel I thank you for every single thing that you did. I thank you for being there for me when im down. Willing to listen to me when i'd feel like screaming my soul out. Giving positive advises for me to move on and be a better person and all. Always tryna cheer me up when im down or having problems. You wanted to meet ,but i denied. You wanted to call ,but i denied. I kept delaying ,i admit. Im truly sorry that i'd really hurt you this time. I don't wish to. But as what i've told you ,im that kind of person. You've been a great friend ,i swear. Don't blame yourself ,don't look down on yourself. Please ,i beg. Its me. Its me ,who's been sucha freak that don't know how to appreciate your deeds. Im just not used to it ,to meeting up and all. Even if i were to bring my clique and you were to bring yours. Its gonna be so awkward ,it will. Can we just stay as friends in this way? Im really sorry. I know you're looking forward to meeting up. But no ,i just don't feel its supposed to be that way. And now ,you're looking down on and disgracing your ownself? Im sorry if i'd made you that way. But please. We can still be friends ,eventhough in this way. Im just a friend ,a normal friend. You could find anyone way better ,trust me. Im just sorry that i had to treat you this way. Forgive me ,someone. But one thing you have to know ,that is. You're a great friend that anyone could have. Any girls could have. Trust me. ~ Nothing much today. Followed mom and dad to send mom for an appoinment at CGH. Hope that you'll get well soon ,mom. We're still unsure ,but we'll keep praying together alrights? Don't be afraid. Everything's gonna be fine ,insya'allah. After appoinment ,burger king-ed and then off to granny house since lil brothers stayed over till tomorrow. Get to play around with lovable bby cousin! Missed her cute-ness ,haha! Now im bored bored bored. Is anyone free to entertain me down here? Hmms. Chatting and texting and blablabla. Till here then and im off. Takecare lovelies! Looking forward to friday yeaaaaps ,ex-mates? <3 Labels: No blinding lights or tunnels to gates of white♥ Hey Monday!
Monday, June 8, 2009 7:37 PM  Nothing much to blog nowadays. Life's just as per normal ,like yeaa. Met bestbestbest friend since primary school ,Iffah! Missed her like hell! Just had a plain talk & blablabla. Planning to meet up with old homies ,but aint sure yett when's the right spot. Hmms ,looking forward to it soon alrights? Now chatting with fah. Crapping about tommorow's outing. Lol. And wth ,my holiday assignments are yet have to be done soooooooooooon! GAH. I guess till here for today's post. Hoping that tommorow's a brighter day ahead & life would be better with lovelies around. Takecare people! (: Labels: pessimistic♥ Watching the fantasies decay.
Saturday, June 6, 2009 12:01 PM  Why is these feelings wandering? Why is it sucha bad one? What's happening? Those moments ,those seconds, those unforgettable.Its hard to erase ,things changed ,time flies. Its always unexpected in life. I just kept wondering ,why must all these happened? Why now? This life ,this misery ,this separation. Everything's just shaking out of place. Why can't everyone be happy like we used to? Why can't things be like it used to? Its all a test. Yes ,it has got wisdoms behind everything that happened. But i just can't imagine why is it now? Why is mom tearing instead of smiling wide nowadays? Why can't i have my girlfriends throughout with me all the time like we used to? Can't have great times with brother & sister usually like we used to? What's happening to all the people i cherished? Am i going to lose them one by one? I just don't know who to turn to. I felt like there's not any accompany for me anymore. I hate the way i feel now. Why am i feeling that no one cared? No one love me? Can i like have my old days? Can i be in a way i used to? I shall just keep things to myself. Family ,girlfriends ,dearest brother. I love them more than my life. But why am i having these feelings? Being left far far behind. Its just a stupid feeling ,i know. Watching the flashbacks interwine ,it saddens me. I just hope to have all those good times back. P.s iloveveryone ,gfs ,family ,dearest brother. Labels: I can't remember when it was good moments of happiness elude♥ Controversy!
Thursday, June 4, 2009 9:53 PM  Being Dead & Lifeless Now. Labels: Its just undescribeable♥ |
