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Tired, dead, all unexpected.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 5:27 PM  Things just worsen? There are just so many things to think of. Gotten the exam results. Bad bad bad. Failed 3 & passed 3. Like wth? Just don't feel like blogging due to all these that are happening. I guess i shant list it out. My studies are bad as my results had shown. My family is not in a good condition, what more mom. I pity her. Mom, stay strong and make sure that nothing lets you down. Hang in there. Everything's gonna be alright. Just don't worry so much that might worsen your condition. School's as per normal. Checked papers and do corrections and blablabla. I felt restless today, idk why. Laughed with homies like nobody's business. Hahas, missed those. You, i just don't understand you. What's your intention? What's your motive? After all these while, you still wanna hurt me? Is it aint enough of all those shits? Are you tryna make up stories to put all the blame on me? What will you get in exhchange? Revenge? Happiness? I aint that type of a cheap fucking bitch you can throw at. Try me and i'll show you what im capable of, arse! Damn, you're just making that sense of hatred stronger. Im disappointed with you. Sucha freak, you motherfucker! Im blind that i did a mistake by trusting you on your lips but you're having a heart of devil. I just wanna know the truth. And better not even YOU are gonna stop me from knowing it, son of a bitch. I guess i shant go any longer. It might just blow me further. Its just getting too much of you. I've had enough. I've tried hard to baree with it since last year. I've made an effort. An effort to understand you and heal things to good. But i don't see that effort of yours growing. You can't just expect me to kneel before you and make me like your fucking dog. I've had enough, i swear. You're just being too childish at times. Even, unreasonable to certain things. You just don't understand me. You don't. Grow up. I've had totally enough. My mistake was having to choose you.  Lastly, to my awesomest girlfriends. I know we can work things out together this time. We've been through lots and different kinds of shits. Why not this time? I shouldn't really list everything out, i won't. But gfs, don't give up. Its hard, its tiring. But look at the friendship we've built till now, this moment. We're happy aren't we? We've gotta stop all those bad habits alright? We should treat everyone equally. We can't be childish at these stage. Its saddening when i really think of what's happening right now. I won't regret even if i shed millions of tears just for you girls, i won't. Because i know you girls were the best bitches anyone could have. I don't want to lose any of you. None. I just want you guys to know that you guys were my awesomest thing & i love you girls hell lots that im thinking of each of you right now. Worst come to worst, we're still gonna be together, right? Don't give up. Every single of you is deep in my heart. No matter how bad you guys are, i still cherished you like my own. Y'knw ily guys. Take good care of each of yourselves tau. Don't let anything bring you down. You girls are my strongest bitches. Keep smiling and you can overcome everything. That was what being said by qinah, hahas. Aku sayang korang♥ Labels: Your sarcasm really hurts♥ |
