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Sitting home all day long.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 10:24 PM  Well, today's kindda soggy. Not saying that only today, bt mostly of the days. Sighs. Been having certain problems at home, myself and my studies. Ugh! I'd have no idea why things seemed to be so different now. I understand that things change. But i kindda hate it when it comes to the matters of life. I mean, friendship, family, life and all. Its unpredictable, yes. But im really hoping there's solutions to all these as soon as possible! I can't stand having stand alone in this state of life. I want true friends that really will be by my side whenever i need them. I want a happy family that will stand throughout with me, pouring all those happiness, love and care. At times, i'll just cry things out to myself. No longer having a boyfriend that's willing to hear me out, no more "two bestfriends" i used to share everything. Things now seemed to be weird and complicated. I don't blame anyone or anything. Its fate that takes us to this path we are right now. It just feel so lonely at times. Past were past. Nothing could retrieve it back. I just missed having to live my life when i was younger. Things were so great before, unlike now. Hmm. Didn't go to school today cos i was sorta lazy, nevertheless not feeling that well. Feeling very weak and helpless. Still, with assignments and courseworks not done yett. Sighs. Missing my girlfs! <3 Labels: Hoping for a better tommorow♥ |
